BILLIONhe is a musician XXXTentacion was shot dead in broad daylight outside a Florida motorcycle shop, he was terrified.
The 20-year-old, whose real name is Jahseh Onfroy, just had an intense conversation with his legal team about the best course of action to protect him against a domestic violence case committed by his ex-girlfriend. me, who told the police. X brutally beat her to the point of bleeding while pregnant.
It was June 18, 2018, almost two years after the alleged assault. Meanwhile, X’s star has skyrocketed. A$AP Rocky and Kendrick Lamar are fans, he ate beef with Drake, riots frequently broke out at his crowded gigs, and his breakout track “Look at Me” ” was certified platinum while “Sad!” number 7 in BillboardsHot 100 chart.
But as X tours the country and celebrates his newfound success, the trial of his domestic abuse case looms over him. He was adamant that his ex was lying about the abuse, claiming that she had been jumped on by unknown parties and was for some reason trying to pin him.
That particular summer morning, X was worried. His mother, Cleopatra “Cleo” Bernard said he came up with the idea of possibly trying to run away. “He was like, ‘I don’t understand what’s going on or why,’ she recalls in a new documentary about her son’s life, Look at me: XXXTENTACIONpremieres at SXSW on Tuesdays.
Then X decides to buy a motorbike, despite already owning a few that he barely uses. Bernard said she often argued with him about his tempting purchases, but this time, she didn’t try to fight him. “I know it was because he was so nervous, he was so scared,” she said, wiping her tears. “I know what that is.”
Hours later, the rapper was shot and killed during a targeted robbery outside a bike shop.
Director Sabaah Folayan’s Look at mewill be available on Hulu in June, offering the first insight into X’s life story, featuring never-before-seen footage and interviews with family members and close friends, those who want fans, critics and anyone in between to know that while X is a troubled young man, they believe he is on the verge of change.
They try to explain or justify his “mistakes” and “situations” in order to protect his legacy, just for his fervent fan base.. To his supporters, X is more than another Gen Z stunt rapper with weird hair and face – he’s their voice, giving voice to the same pain that many in the world have. some they also feel.
He’s vulnerable and honest, admitting to struggling with suicidal ideation, mental health, and frustrations with his family and love life. Their loyalty and gratitude to X is so deep that hundreds of people who attended his memorial have credited his music with saving their lives.
But it’s hard to accept an ideal portrait of the rapper’s legacy when X and the members of his camp downplay and deny the gruesome testimony of X’s ex-girlfriend Geneva Ayala.
And for the first time, Ayala sat down and told her story.
Ayala has long been vilified by X’s fans, largely due to his insistence that Ayala lied about the alleged assault. After the report was made public, she claimed that she had been harassed by fans at her workplace, her social media accounts had been hacked, she had chased from his vigilance, and the fan even had a GoFundMe where she started short-suspended eye surgery.
“Everybody is like you are ruining his career, but at the same time I feel like my whole life is ruined because no one cares,” Ayala said. “I was homeless after that, I lived in a hotel for almost a year after that. I’m just trying to say what happened. If you think I’m a liar, I’m a liar. How am I supposed to fight that? I am just one person. It was a really dark moment for me. There is no way to prevent it. He has the strength to do all that.”
Ayala recounts to Folayan how the pair first met online in 2014, sticking together about feeling lost and abandoned. “When I first met [X]On my thighs there were cuts like five lines, and under that I had the word “alone,” Ayala explained, noting that she was practically homeless at the time, Ayala explained. “When he noticed it, he said, why are you doing this, because I feel alone. He said, ‘Oh, me too. I feel that we are similar in that respect. ‘”
They started dating about two years later in May 2016. “At first, it was a romantic feeling, it was the connection between always taking care of each other and trying to better ourselves, ” she said. According to Ayala, the alleged abuse began about two weeks later.
In a statement to the police in October 2016, Ayala testified that shortly after they started dating, X was angry because she sang along to one of his songs featuring a female singer. other artists. When they returned home, he allegedly threatened to sexually assault her with barbecue utensils, leaving Ayala unconscious with fear.
Talyssa Lee, who was dating one of X’s friends, recalls on camera another incident where X became angry when Ayala laughed at another man’s joke. Back at the house, husband and wife
went into X’s room, where Lee heard them fighting and “eventually” Ayala was beaten.
Water began to flow in the bathroom, leading Lee to believe that someone was taking a shower. But she soon realized that was not the case. Lee said: “He literally drowned her in the tub. “Put her down. You can hear her screams muffled by the water and being pulled up and then placed back under the water. I banged on the door. ”
Lee was eventually told about calling the police, and she admits in the film that she regrets it. “After that night, she finally showed up again,” adds Lee. “She was marked with bruises like a dalmatian. A bruise behind the ear, on the back of the neck, literally everywhere. He’s obviously avoiding hitting her in the face so she won’t get hurt when you talk to her. I have never seen anyone so badly bruised.”
Ayala doesn’t go into specifics about the October 2016 incident that led to X’s arrest for domestic abuse, although the film does show photos of the then 19-year-old girl with bruises all over her body. His face and left eye were full of blood. According to police testimony, Ayala was pregnant at the time and X threatened to kill her because she cheated on him. He allegedly punched, headbutted and strangled her repeatedly until she was almost exhausted.
“She was marked with bruises like a dalmatian. A bruise behind the ear, on the back of the neck, literally everywhere. He’s obviously avoiding hitting her in the face so she won’t get hurt when you talk to her. I have never seen anyone so bruised.”
After a few days, Ayala was finally able to escape by crawling out of the house. “I had nowhere to run,” she said in the documentary. “I don’t have any brothers. I don’t have a father figure. No one will come to save me. I have to go, I think things will get worse… I don’t want anyone to go to jail, but I don’t know what to do. I didn’t know that it would all fall down on him like that. “
Before his death, X was adamant that he did not assault Ayala. “This is the whole story,” he said Fader in a video interview in 2017. “She had bruises all over her face, all the time she was with me. Serious bruise, I don’t know how it got so bad. I think she danced… because of the way she was damned; I think she danced. That bitch was beaten, lousy. I don’t hit her, I don’t care who hit her because now I know she’s a bad bitch.”
Bernard says that X even claimed to her that Ayala was lying. “Part of me took it and ran with it,” she offers. When asked what she believes now, Bernard paused and took a deep breath. “That’s my son, even if he hits her, that’s my son,” she said. “If it’s the devil, it’s my son, I gave birth to him. Wrong, right or indifferent, I will have his support no matter what. I will always have his best interests in mind, protecting her. Any mother has done the same thing.”
But four years after the rapper’s death, as X’s family and close friends hope to paint his memory in a more positive way, some are annoyed that the conversation is returning. with Ayala.
“It doesn’t matter how many times he talks about helping each other, or things like that, it’s always ‘Okay, but he beat Geneva,'” his aunt said. “Like, he can never have a conversation without that existence, back to the topic.”
“He admitted that there was a situation, you know,” she added. “But admit it and take responsibility — do I have to hold myself accountable and admit it to the world, for you to judge me anyway… He could release a #1 album, you have You may love his songs but they still judge him based on that situation. It’s not something he can get away with even though he’s holding himself accountable. “
His former producer, John Cunningham, tries to justify X’s failure to publicly apologize by arguing that it could lead to “taking his entire life away”.
“I think it’s an apology that needs to be more planned and really beneficial, rather than taking away someone’s entire freedom and life,” he said.
But Bernard sees things differently. “I like to think he’s going to get there,” she said of X eventually publicly apologizing and taking ownership of what he did to Ayala. “He never had a chance.”
The documentary also shows Bernard’s emotional sit-down with Ayala a year after X’s death, with the two women meeting at Bernard’s home. Bernard told Ayala: “My son is no longer here, and I feel now it is up to me to correct and try to correct his mistakes as much as possible.
“I really want to hear your story because like I said, my son died, and he never admitted it to me – I don’t think he wants me to see him in that light. or know that side of me,” she said. “Jahseh was wrong for what he did. There’s no excuse for that, period. But I just want the world to know that he didn’t. It’s the same person, but the past is still part of his story.”
Ayala shared that their conversation meant a lot to her, feeling that the weight was finally lifted knowing that his family held no grudge against her.
“I wouldn’t hate her,” Bernard concluded. “And my son is not here, and I don’t think she should be mistreated in any way. This is about his legacy, and she is the love of his life, and she is part of that legacy.”
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